Monday, April 18, 2005

TWO FOR THE POST OF ONE

Hey guys I'm sorry that I hadn't posted anything for a while. I've been sick/bored/not in the mood/busy/etc and I apologise.

POST 1 - "KEEP ME POSTED"

WHAT'S HAPPENED SINCE WE LAST SPOKE?
Not much buddy, but I have gone out with Tanner and his girl-friend (notice the hyphen) and we've been having some fun I guess. I went to the casino last night and lost all my money except for one chip. I placed it on 7 on the roulette table and it came up! I won $80 on one bet. I bet a bit more and was betting my last chip (that I was willing to spend after putting $50 in my pocket) I put it on 7 again. Tanners friend told me to put it on 3, her lucky number. 7 came up! DAMN! Oh well.. I still won a total of $80 that night.

WHAT ELSE?
Saw 'Sin City' last night on my computer. It's pretty cool. I recomend it to anyone who likes movies that are visually appealing, and don't mind a LOT of gore. The story is sorta weak, but that doesn't matter too much... It's a really cool movie.

ANYTHING ELSE?
Not really. I did a different version of the anti-fur poster. It's supposed to look like a certain womens fashion magazine which I'll leave anonymous. You never know, any magazine that's named after a cocktail has got to be dangerous. Mmmm cocktails....

Fur-Magazine1

POST 2 - "PUTTING THE ME BACK IN MELANCOLY"

I might not be posting much for a little while. I'm kinda feeling blue again. Not the most happy for some reason. I guess I'm sorta kinda REALLY lonely and my confidence is dropping pretty dramatically for some reason. Ugg. It's just a phase I guess. Or maybe one of those days.

Actually today is THE day. Five years ago my (ex)girlfriend and I went on our first date. It was nice, and things went well from there. For another 3 1/2 years. And we've been apart for 1 1/2 years now. And I'm mostly over it, but not quite. I think I've stopped loving her. But now I just have this empty feeling in me. And my medication doesn't help. I take it to control my insane emotions but what used to be a roller-coaster is now one of those rides that kids go on in shopping centers.

MelancolyMe

I'm Thomas the Coin-Operated Tank Engine, Signing off.